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pablo's ocean, pablo's sky for Mary let me tell you a true story:a long time ago when the world had just been born from the womb of our mother, there were no oceans and sky, a poet named pablo came up to the devil and said, give the world some water and air. the devil said why are you asking me? the poet said, my father is busy. a smile licked the face of the devil and he said, for the water and air what will you give me to which the poet said I will give you all my words. the devil, one who had never spoken or written eloquently accepted and gave the world the ocean and the sky at the dawn of the next day. in the morning when the poet woke up he was dumb and crippled in the hands; he went outside and saw the blue ocean the blue sky walked up to the house of the devil; the devil wasn't anywhere... he went behind to the garden where the fig trees were and he saw the devil in mortal agony doubled over, blood trickling from the corner of his mouth, eyes rolling over, skin wasting away from his skin, the devil moaned, you killed me. that was the last words he spoke. the poet smiled, walked back to the ocean, dived in floated away face up and disappeared. that is why on days when the sun clasps the ocean and sky together to breath forth the secrets of all of us and all of everything, you will see the waves curl up and not crash, the air will rise and not abate, and you will hear a voice say this is your ocean this is your sky and the devil has been dead for a very long time. By Kerem Durdag Lapiz Lazuli for Charles Bukowski Sometimes, after I come from work, I want to hang upside downfrom the ceiling in my apartment. I want to grab onto that blood rush. The other day I am driving from work and singing at the top of my lungs, my other colleagues on the road thinking why is this madman not realizing he looks like an utter fool. I say to myself, screw them, it is my car, my music, my space, and it is something to kill the boredom; I hate to see asphalt pass under me without recognizing my presence, my life; the asphalt will not hypnotize me. But I want that blood rush bad. All the confusions of the day will coalesce from my feet onwards and ram into the walls of my head, disintegrating into little frothing bubbles of laughter. It is a small thing to ask. A small rush, a tiny addiction. The only way to keep the hovering gargoyles of hell at bay. By Kerem Durdag |